Burnt Out At 19

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    ElleOfTheMills

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kings3411
kings3411

No one feels bad for you

4 dni temu
Lesedi Moleleki
Lesedi Moleleki

This was heartbreaking yet validating to watch, the 5 minute mark part was so hard to hear because its very familiar. Thank you for sharing this!! Thank you so much for your honesty!!

Miesiąc temu
Timothy Wright
Timothy Wright

yawn, stop simply pretending to be smart. You're burnt out and miserable because you seek external validation to fill a void that can only be filled by God. You're separated from your creator, that is your problem, and it will never be fixed by anything of this world, because it can't. This isn't a struggle with mental health, it's not about burning out... those are excuses. it's literally just selfish egomaniacs refusing to do their homework, narrow-minded and arbitrarily kowtowing to the satanic ways of doing things, instead of seeking the Truth to reality and changing their behavior to match the truth. This is like saying "I'm so high strung, anxious and paranoid... but it's totally not the cocaine." Stop doing cocaine and you'll stop feeling those things that accompany doing cocaine. Stop serving satan, stop serving your ego, your pride, your vanities and you'll stop feeling those things that accompany doing evil. Jesus is God. 1 Corinthians 15:1-4 get saved and you'll start to feel good.

2 miesięcy temu
ryan joon
ryan joon

6:10

2 miesięcy temu
DanganDriver
DanganDriver

XD

4 miesięcy temu
Dr. Dog Dick
Dr. Dog Dick

Read Theodore J Kaczinsky.

5 miesięcy temu
Jasmine Lynn
Jasmine Lynn

Says she doesn’t have a feel good ending yet creates one anyways. Just one of the many reasons I love you Elle

5 miesięcy temu
Jasmine Lynn
Jasmine Lynn

Elle I love you so much

5 miesięcy temu
i know you know
i know you know

Hi Elle. I have only discovered you today on YouTube and I just want you to know that you're amazing ❤

5 miesięcy temu
Sarvesh Singla
Sarvesh Singla

How to tell a full feature film length story under 7 mins. Casey is right, you've pushed the creative boundaries a lot, big fan here Elle. God Bless.

6 miesięcy temu
Mr. Biswas
Mr. Biswas

Can absolutely relate...

7 miesięcy temu
Nethania Romauli
Nethania Romauli

I MISS U AND JAY MAKE SOME VIDEOS. PLSSS DO IT IN THIS QUARANTINE. IM FUCKIN BORED HERE

8 miesięcy temu
Nethania Romauli
Nethania Romauli

I just watch this video. PLS U NEED UPLOAD MORE OFTENNNN

8 miesięcy temu
Kaylee Van Tilburg
Kaylee Van Tilburg

As someone who struggled with major depression for years this hits home very hard. And it is very hard. But it does get better

8 miesięcy temu
Hooked on Classics
Hooked on Classics

Well i think you might be surprised to know I have never heard of you.

8 miesięcy temu
Sunpreet Singh Dhiran
Sunpreet Singh Dhiran

I've been binge watching your videos throughout the past few nights and I just want you know that you make my depressed as fuck ass feel somewhat okay and I love you for what ever you're doing I love you Elle🤍

9 miesięcy temu
Sunpreet Singh Dhiran
Sunpreet Singh Dhiran

The last part where they all sing the song together makes me miss my friends even more during this quarantine 💔

9 miesięcy temu
Archisman Chakraborty
Archisman Chakraborty

Idk you but Same

9 miesięcy temu
E-J Wehlow
E-J Wehlow

One of the most genuine humans I've ever seen ❤️

9 miesięcy temu
Rainbow Raven
Rainbow Raven

All I wanted a year ago was to join the drama club, get the lead role, go to all county or all state choir, to have a class with or at least be around my crush more. But now that they were achieved, it's not what I want anymore.. idk. It's just not what made me happy or made my life ultimately better. I wasnt expecting to achieve my dreams so fast- or all of them at the most. In the end I was one of drama crew's leaders and helped out a whole lot. I moved on from my crushes. And learned how to skateboard the best I could. It was something i was passionate about but not good at. I know this video is about being burnt out so, Pinterest helped me out too a lot with inspiration.

9 miesięcy temu
Gurry l.
Gurry l.

Зачем себе сейчас 🤕 ломать, если 5 планет есть

9 miesięcy temu
daniella garcia
daniella garcia

bruh the fact that i’ve NEVER heard of her.

9 miesięcy temu
aztec.dragon
aztec.dragon

This started for me around 17 and it's about the same now. I'm almost 25 :)

9 miesięcy temu
maddy g
maddy g

This is so evident to where even if you achieved your dreams, it still won’t fulfill your happiness. Nothing will fulfill you more than Jesus.

9 miesięcy temu
Dallas to the vine. Morgan him divine.
Dallas to the vine. Morgan him divine.

I lost my soul but thank God I gained

9 miesięcy temu
XxLife StonerxX
XxLife StonerxX

There lots to learn

9 miesięcy temu
Megan Perreault
Megan Perreault

dens aren't therapy but I pissed them off, I said are you guys helping but taking me to the rappy? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pD57sQ0X6QY&t=1s

9 miesięcy temu
ianmyceliumn
ianmyceliumn

ur the main character

9 miesięcy temu
Edrani
Edrani

You know whats pretty paradox? If your famous and depressed, every one cares but if your not famous and depressed, you are alone. No one will care about it. Being alone in the worlds without friends, is hard. Being constantly reminded that you are worth nothing is hard.

9 miesięcy temu
Hana c
Hana c

This was me at 16, doing better now

9 miesięcy temu
Jackie Diaz
Jackie Diaz

You need Jesus. You thought YouTube was going to fill that void in you but it didn't. Nothing will ever fill that void until you meet Christ. Praying for you.

9 miesięcy temu
아마도 생각
아마도 생각

I have never heard of her why YT YT recommend this video after 2 years??

9 miesięcy temu
Suramya Singh
Suramya Singh

I love your videos but you can try not recording everything for a month or so. That might help you.

9 miesięcy temu
Paperflower
Paperflower

God loves you sweetie

9 miesięcy temu
Kayla richard
Kayla richard

The intro sums up my life lol

9 miesięcy temu
Cheesychos Cheeto’s
Cheesychos Cheeto’s

I've never heard of this chick until now

9 miesięcy temu
faust
faust

same

9 miesięcy temu
Jokerking900
Jokerking900

Join the military and get back to me.

9 miesięcy temu
Andrea Vincze
Andrea Vincze

no idea why yt recommended it but anyway. you are unhappy cause you picked a shitty dream. your job is to create meaningless videos for likes and clicks for people to waste their time with. your success is virtual. your depression is not the problem so you won't be able to "cure" it, it's a consquence of bad life choices and your therapist is most likely just ripping your money if they didn't tell you this so far. go watch some jordan peterson, it's free

9 miesięcy temu
Hayden Lindsey
Hayden Lindsey

Why the hell did this end up on my feed haha, kids these days 😂

9 miesięcy temu
DNBG
DNBG

someone count how many times she said the f word in any way

9 miesięcy temu
cotton candy
cotton candy

6 months? Have you heard of karrambaby?

9 miesięcy temu
Carla Molina
Carla Molina

You are far more than just a YouTuber

9 miesięcy temu
Airraca Lee
Airraca Lee

Getting help is great (: Very proud of you. Never forget your WHY. Don’t lose yourself.

9 miesięcy temu
Olivia Heart
Olivia Heart

Elle, you are amazing. Never forget that.

10 miesięcy temu
jeremifrancisco1
jeremifrancisco1

See? YouTube doesn't make you happy. She saw it.

10 miesięcy temu
The Fire Factory
The Fire Factory

Video was well put together. Documentary style

10 miesięcy temu
Adriana
Adriana

And that's why I deleted instagram,facebook, or any social media that gave me pression to meet beauty standards, friends standards, life standards and so on. Believe me, you can get better

10 miesięcy temu
: *・゚:* Panacea : *・゚:*
: *・゚:* Panacea : *・゚:*

You think what you want the most in life till you get it your still unhappy because we have a bigger purpose than to just living.... it’s sad a lot of ppl don’t know this

10 miesięcy temu
Stoned Ape
Stoned Ape

You need Allan watts

10 miesięcy temu
Melonie Does Stuff
Melonie Does Stuff

I only discovered Elle Mills today

10 miesięcy temu
Ph0bia
Ph0bia

your channel is now dying how do you feel now that brainwashing people with this fake bullshit didn't work?

10 miesięcy temu
lady stan
lady stan

Ph0bia miss 8 subscribers

9 miesięcy temu
Ph0bia
Ph0bia

cringe lol

10 miesięcy temu
عبدالملك
عبدالملك

To Elle Mills and all others who are struggling with mental health hear me out. I feel you, I was in your exact same position what got me out was strengthening my religion. You might want it scroll thinking it's just another religious dude imposing religion onto you but really im doing this for your own good. When you think about it, what's the point of our life? It can't just be to become successful because that isn't filling that empty black hole in your stomach. That's exactly what I went through, I then thought about what happens after death, I thought possibly one of the many religions has an answer. I'm a proud Muslim to this day. I honestly wish you reading this would just DO IT. Obviously you aren't convinced after "just do it" but I urge you please for you own good find out the meaning of life.

10 miesięcy temu
jebus criss
jebus criss

Please shut up....everyone.

10 miesięcy temu
Rose mola
Rose mola

Watching this as an asian living in asia, I see Americans as soft as a sponge.... asian culture is so harsh and we are so used to it... we dont use psychiatrist to help cure depression. We overcome it ourselves!!

10 miesięcy temu
Rose mola
Rose mola

@Diego Arteaga ahhh... I forgot to include "sensitive over little things." Gotcha. Thanks diego

9 miesięcy temu
Diego Arteaga
Diego Arteaga

Hey fellow human, everyone has their way of going through tough times. I don't think it's nice to bring people down for not doing it "the right way". Cheers, have a good day :b

9 miesięcy temu
Aqua Rius
Aqua Rius

Ironical how having a mental health issue is by definition preventing you from going out and seeking help.

10 miesięcy temu
Flyssa
Flyssa

A weird youtube recommendation for sure

10 miesięcy temu
Ratchet Hoe
Ratchet Hoe

Fag

10 miesięcy temu
Otto the Smartass
Otto the Smartass

try working at a real job where you are forced to continue working through your burnout whether you like it or not

10 miesięcy temu
Isaiah Lopez
Isaiah Lopez

Typical self diagnosed teen lol

10 miesięcy temu
dac518
dac518

Imagine your job being to record your vacations, and enjoy life, and you cant even do that right.

10 miesięcy temu
Denna W
Denna W

I feel this a lot at 19 I got a job not because It was my dream job but because I felt like I needed to get one to be a adult. 2 years later I had a mental breakdown. I loved my job but it broke me I felt miserable I didn’t see my friends I was working every day and had no free time ever. My dad convinced me to quit after I woke up and just started crying before having to go into work on my only free day that I was supposed to spend with him before he left the country for a month because of work. I lost all my friends because I didn’t have time to stay in contact with them after I quit I just felt empty. No goals no reason to wake up nothing really. I’m 22 now and I’m still struggling I tried to get a job but my doctor told me not to bcs my health has gotten really bad. So I decided to move to a different country and starts fresh. Learn a new language study art or fashion design the thing I loved to do as a teenager and see what happens from there.

10 miesięcy temu
MrKoolaidkid10
MrKoolaidkid10

this is immensely corny, more normie fodder.

10 miesięcy temu
Ruqayat Hime
Ruqayat Hime

Girl needs to put the camera down and enjoy the moment. Not every inch of your life needs to be shared, nor do you live for other people’s entertainment. Wanting to a youtuber was probably stemming from a want and need to be seen and heard, to express, to create and reach others. It doesnt have to be through such a public eye.

10 miesięcy temu
Noor Zakari
Noor Zakari

This made me realize that if i don't take a decision to be happy now. I won't be when i achieve my goals. Thx❤

10 miesięcy temu
Souta No1
Souta No1

Ur generation is doomed for mental illness and social anxiety, unfortunately it’s mainly because of social media, most of u converse mainly through text or computer, missing out on real social interaction, seeing people’s facial expression when they speak so u understand the context more. Social media is extremely bad for the whole world mentally. Then also you have teachers who push a very unfair view point of how you should act. The best thing is to get our and live, travel, learn about new cultures for real not online, exercise regularly. Talk about ur problems with friends and families, humans weren’t designed to spend most of their lives with a phone or tablet in our hands.

10 miesięcy temu
miu -
miu -

Yeah me too

10 miesięcy temu
Patrik
Patrik

There are people with more serious depression, no money, no friends to help them, without family, way older without any chance anymore. And you make video pretending you are depressed? And don't pretend you are, no one with serious depression laughs this much. All for views, more attention, more money. I am disgusted, you are disgusting person, but i dont think you will realize that, especially as a teen. I dont know why this video appeared in my recommended, but i hope your channel will never do again after i click "not interested".

10 miesięcy temu
Rampant Mutt
Rampant Mutt

Look at all those shitty new suburban houses in the back.

10 miesięcy temu
idk
idk

Damn, i guess I've been burn out for 2 years... I'm only 16 so that should tell you sth about XXIst century society

10 miesięcy temu
Worst Username In the World
Worst Username In the World

Tbh same, except I'm 17, or it's maybe because i was raised to never really be allowed to know stuff.

10 miesięcy temu
Zoya Hossain
Zoya Hossain

I love how she kept her ending happy so that nobody who had the courage to watch till the end ( which most of us did ) , didn't ended up crying .

10 miesięcy temu
Deby
Deby

You go girl! Who cares it was satisfactory.. this was for you and as long as it was satisfactory for you.. that's all that matters.. remember to do youtube for You.. love you❣

10 miesięcy temu
Moments with Molly
Moments with Molly

I'm so sorry, Elle. At first, I wanted to be big on YouTube. But then I realized that I enjoyed it for myself; so for myself, I upload. Being under society's microscope all the time is incredibly difficult. I hope life has found you in a better place now 💙

10 miesięcy temu
Aishwarya Sudan
Aishwarya Sudan

How is she supposed to get over a depression caused by social media if she doesn't leave it. STOP MAKING VIDEOS. GO LIVE YOUR LIFE. Grow up.. be dumb, be 19.

10 miesięcy temu
Natalie Wisler
Natalie Wisler

Thank you for pushing through to make this video and be so vulnerable with us. You are a beautiful soul ♥️

10 miesięcy temu
Camilia Hope
Camilia Hope

I think every young person needs to watch this video

10 miesięcy temu
Oliver Skies
Oliver Skies

this ending was what i needed. we're not okay right now, and that's okay

10 miesięcy temu
malo
malo

He 21 now

10 miesięcy temu
Josh Smith
Josh Smith

They*

10 miesięcy temu
jon Doe
jon Doe

I know how to fix you...... stop eating pork and shrimp that's the 1st step

10 miesięcy temu
jon Doe
jon Doe

Never heard of you

10 miesięcy temu
Learning America
Learning America

Never heard of you.

10 miesięcy temu
Julia Ketola
Julia Ketola

im currently healing from a burnout and talking with professionals. it feels so good to hear this stuff from a content provider like yourself. thank you for your honesty and for sharing, it takes guts. sending you a virtual hug

10 miesięcy temu
Chriss Re
Chriss Re

I don't get American culture. Even tho you know that money/success is a source of sustainability, not happiness. You still have your ideas messed up.

10 miesięcy temu
erika
erika

She’s not American

Miesiąc temu
erika
erika

What does it have to do with Americans? Lol

Miesiąc temu
Chriss Re
Chriss Re

@Timothy Wright You sound very arrogant and disrespectful. Based on what metric you are Holier than thou?

2 miesięcy temu
Timothy Wright
Timothy Wright

Says the Godless culture you live in. The entire world was brainwashed before America, we're only now being ruined by people like you with no morality. Jesus is God, America is the last place where there is a significant of true believers still. This is why AMERICA is under attack. Because all of you are already fully pagan and ready to accept the antichrist as leader.

2 miesięcy temu
Enzo Compañ Badillo
Enzo Compañ Badillo

@AlenciFPS Mexico is actually part of North America, geographically speaking. And America is divided in three: North, Central and South.

9 miesięcy temu
Scott Dooley
Scott Dooley

It definitely feels like there is no purpose to the world and everything seems pointless in the end. I just wish I knew what would make me happy like how she wants to be. Honestly it gets depressing at times.

10 miesięcy temu
Jellytabby
Jellytabby

now I feel bad for not having ever known about her

10 miesięcy temu
Mythical Clown
Mythical Clown

Ughnotuagain Ughnotuagain omg same-

10 miesięcy temu
Ughnotuagain Ughnotuagain
Ughnotuagain Ughnotuagain

Same, randomly recommended to me

10 miesięcy temu
Avocado Fruit
Avocado Fruit

Here's an obligatory I'm 19 and this video was recommended to me comment.. Also being a person with "only thing I've ever wanted" goals and mentality is bad for health. Everyone is allowed to change goals and lifestyles, one should never put themeselves in such tiny boxes.

10 miesięcy temu
Worst Username In the World
Worst Username In the World

Avocado Fruit true tho (for me personally), I get into a lot of stuff all by myself because I tend to branch out to a lot of interests and I'm going really well.

10 miesięcy temu
Avocado Fruit
Avocado Fruit

@Amar Tagore { aami tomare peyechi ojana shadhone } Bad for you, I guess

10 miesięcy temu
Amar Tagore { aami tomare peyechi ojana shadhone }
Amar Tagore { aami tomare peyechi ojana shadhone }

I’m 19 too,,,and I always feel like I’ve been caged in my mind,,,I want set myself free for just once,,,I can’t handle this anymore

10 miesięcy temu
Authy Bonita
Authy Bonita

This really breaks my heart but thank you for showing your vulnerable side to the internet. You have shown me that it's really okay to not be feeling myself right now. 😊 Lovelotsss 💕💕💕💕

10 miesięcy temu
Authy Bonita
Authy Bonita

Sending a lot of love to you Elle!!! You are so strong! 💖💕💖💕💜💚💛💙

10 miesięcy temu
Rosie Ling
Rosie Ling

Sos but in the thumbnail it screamed American middle class 💵

10 miesięcy temu
rektnarok
rektnarok

It’s the not the dream that makes you happy, it’s the journey. The destination is always fleeting feeling. Love yourself and your life becomes magick.

10 miesięcy temu
Gato Fachero
Gato Fachero

Thanks

10 miesięcy temu
Nolan James
Nolan James

She met David Dobrik, and now she’s posting amazing content. She should be apart of the vlog squad. LETS GET ELLE TO 10 MILLION 🥳 she deserves it more than anyone

10 miesięcy temu
JOBBY
JOBBY

This is very brave welldone

10 miesięcy temu
Clare
Clare

Wow I've been exactly at that point and it was absolutely terrible. I'm sorry you've been there too. I'm glad we both made it back.

11 miesięcy temu
Bethan Purse
Bethan Purse

2:30 that low-key scared me....

11 miesięcy temu
salami lid
salami lid

Same I think when everything builds up and its released it looks really scary bc its weeks and weeks of stuff built up / kinda like Azula lol (ATLA)

10 miesięcy temu
Bruna Reivax
Bruna Reivax

I am also 19 and I also experienced a huge burn out this year and I'm not even successful yet and all I want is for Dodie to send me a text inviting me to London to relax

11 miesięcy temu
Oatmeal GD
Oatmeal GD

Das sad

11 miesięcy temu
Aoibhe Toft
Aoibhe Toft

casey neistat spoke about you and he sounded so amazed by you. that's really cool. I'm glad you're doing better

11 miesięcy temu
violet rose
violet rose

when you’re friends with literal dodie and she invites you to London.. i want all your friendsss Elle

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Hyhhx_ Gacha
Hyhhx_ Gacha

I tell this to all my friends that have this IF YOU DONT TELL YOUR SELF IT WILL GET BETTER IT WILL NEVER GET BETTER SO PLEASE TELL YOUR SELF THAT!!!

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