The Aftermath of My YouTube Breakdown

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    ElleOfTheMills

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Brandon James
Brandon James

Aaawwwww Elle WE LOVE YOU!

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Megan Mann
Megan Mann

I want to be your friend :(

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Sarah May
Sarah May

Okay but Elle’s mom is so beautiful

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Nourah Almubarak
Nourah Almubarak

Elle literally stole jays friends

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PLANETHOLLIEWAD
PLANETHOLLIEWAD

Ok love this

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Kaitlyn Martin
Kaitlyn Martin

Is she that Doritos girl?

8 miesięcy temu
serpent
serpent

you put a regina spektor song in hereeeee 💞💞💞

8 miesięcy temu
Panda
Panda

Your voice is so cool.

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JJCC G
JJCC G

Note to self: Become a YouTuber to lose 100 pounds

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Major Robinson
Major Robinson

Paramore music rly fit this editing style

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Merry Mary
Merry Mary

1:33-1:38 ratpatootie

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Jas Davies
Jas Davies

''i dont like talking feelings with my kids'' this is a huge problem and may be very over looked geeze parents need to normalize talking to their kids about their feelings so that they feel okay to open up or else things build and blow up. hope youre doing better ell.

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Letícia Pavão Schinelo
Letícia Pavão Schinelo

What would I have to do to get Elle's attention? Elle, I really wanna talk to you

9 miesięcy temu
Kindeya Green
Kindeya Green

JESUS why is this me

9 miesięcy temu
A. A. S.
A. A. S.

Having a mental breakdown and a resulting eating disorder is literally nothing we haven't all done in high school.

9 miesięcy temu
Joseph Autumn
Joseph Autumn

She doesn't look fat anymore. Nice change! Keep up the good work!

9 miesięcy temu
Megan Perreault
Megan Perreault

When you have to take advice from phyco chittists and models . And am LIKE I got this I find your worst principali play list first,

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Danou Schweren
Danou Schweren

Better help does not guarantee that the therapist have degrees!!! Please be careful and look in to the real reviews bf partnering with them or take counsel yourself!!! I'm happy you are growing and feeling a bit better ❤❤❤❤

9 miesięcy temu
Omar Lopez
Omar Lopez

I wish people cared about mental health in men and young boys. If it wasn't taboo to show our emotions we'd have much less suicides. But yk. Let's just laugh when a man is hurting. I'm glad you're able to find help.

9 miesięcy temu
Jennifer Vee
Jennifer Vee

She’s a babe 🥴🥴 love ur editing !!!

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Vivienne Kelly
Vivienne Kelly

ur friends WITH DODIE????? OMFGAHH

9 miesięcy temu
Aditya Chowdhury
Aditya Chowdhury

After math of my youtube breakdown , looks better than ever.

9 miesięcy temu
Paperflower
Paperflower

Please know that God loves you :)

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iXCrasherXi
iXCrasherXi

Argh I relate, wish I could give you a hug

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Mariah Taylor
Mariah Taylor

Jesus is the only answer

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Heidy Kramer
Heidy Kramer

You look great though

10 miesięcy temu
Souta No1
Souta No1

Well hey those girls gave you it straight and all said exactly the same thing, it seems like ur struggling with ur identity due to the person you portray on your videos, like u almost created an identity for the world that never meets the real u. The fact that u and ur mam don’t have a close open relationship probably plays a huge factor, prob some childhood trauma that virtually every fucker has which effects them later on which they had locked away. The mind is an amazing thing but it can also destroy people unless u really understand how it works and even plays tricks on you, convinces you of things that aren’t really true or what u want

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Fahed Sebai
Fahed Sebai

wow she's so skinny!

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Yeo Hx
Yeo Hx

You kinda look like naomi scott in the thumbnail tho

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lulu X
lulu X

U should be in the vlogsquad

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Just a random weeb
Just a random weeb

I wish I had friends like that, srsly, the world would be brighter. (STILL INTO YOU OMG PARAMORE GOT ME THROUGH A LOT OF DARK SHT)

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Just a random weeb
Just a random weeb

@tired cactus see, I can't handle talking about it. I once told my closest friend about it but she brushed it off and I think that kinda made it a bit traumatic. And to make it worse, I seem to not have the skills to talk to new people. I've been dealing with it alone through immersing myself with different things and I still sometimes talk to my friends😅

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tired cactus
tired cactus

Usually you have to be the friend that’s like that first. Then if they don’t mirror that, talk to your friends about how you want to support one another more. If you can’t talk about it, then even finding new friends won’t help.

10 miesięcy temu
lovelydeception
lovelydeception

You are so adorable oh my gosh

10 miesięcy temu
Michelle B
Michelle B

"I don't like talking feelings with my kids"-every filipina ma

11 miesięcy temu
Michelle B
Michelle B

@Ashley Bishop I hear you. I'm sorry about your parents :( I think it's a lot of things within a culture - I grew up with white parents but in the Philippines and from what I saw for the most part, emotions and talking about them with your parents is taboo. It is a very machismo culture so maybe that is why? Also a very Catholic country and that religion seemed to engrain pride and shame as driving factors with in the culture. imo

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Ashley Bishop
Ashley Bishop

@Michelle B I wonder why that is? And if most see it as normal because that's all they've known, or if they are affected by it somehow? We're all human and & the feelings of compassion , love and being able to express ourselves is what keeps us going. Me anyway LOL. It saddens me whenever I see young adults, children or anyone for that matter who can't connect with their parents on an emotional level. Both of my parents passed away, my mom when I was 23 and my dad 3 years ago. They were my best friends and I cannot imagine what my life would've been like if we didn't open up with one another.

9 miesięcy temu
Michelle B
Michelle B

@Ashley Bishop yup 100% agree. Honestly there's a lot of relationship norms in Filipino culture that are toxic AF.

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Ashley Bishop
Ashley Bishop

Although it's a cultural thing - it isn't a healthy one. If you're able to express yourself & "talk feelings" - your parents should be the 1st people you're able to do that with, you know? Being able to create that special bond...but also making it easier on a person in life to share how they feel with others, not holding things in - especially during dark times! It could save your life!

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Erhic Patron
Erhic Patron

Youre so dramatic

11 miesięcy temu
Uhhneeduhh
Uhhneeduhh

I felt that. My parents are from Southeast Asia. They don’t like to show their feelings. They don’t know how to. So my older sisters and I had to grow up not knowing how to talk about what’s going on. It’s hard. Everyone loves differently. But remember, even the littlest of words can impact our lives tremendously. Learn how to talk to your kids 🦋

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Vanessa
Vanessa

3:40 are we not gonna talk about how she’s friends with dodie

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Nayee Nunez
Nayee Nunez

HOW HAVE I NEVER HEARD OF YOU 🙁😭!!!

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Ben and Hollys Little Kingdom
Ben and Hollys Little Kingdom

HOLY SHIT YOUR FRIENDS WITH DODIE???!

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Moments with Molly
Moments with Molly

This is why I'm grateful I haven't gone viral or made YouTube my career. I prefer control over my mental health than possibly losing myself behind a camera. I love you, Elle, and I just subscribed to you. Keep powering through. We're all rooting for you.

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baltazar garcia
baltazar garcia

Mom can get it

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Bekah Brown
Bekah Brown

EVERY TIME I SEE SHANNON AND DODIE IN YOUR VIDEOS I CRY.

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Alex Shenefelt
Alex Shenefelt

i just got found out about your channel and ive been bing watching your stuff. Your very original and fun which is something hard to see these day. dont worry about content just have fun and be you.

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Lawrence Cantiller
Lawrence Cantiller

On elle mills vlogs spree

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J D
J D

💙

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amy batch
amy batch

when paramore came on...i got hella hyped

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Meredith MacKenzie - Parallel Wellness
Meredith MacKenzie - Parallel Wellness

Hi Elle! 👋🏻 Love your videos and candid, authentic messages you put out on YouTube! Our practicum student created a video and included your channel, talking about the impact of becoming an “influencer”. https://youtu.be/hJhXHGajL-E

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King Slushie101
King Slushie101

I am here from Jorge, anyone else?

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Cinema Nerd
Cinema Nerd

We Love you and support you, we are all very proud of you.

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Darya Taghavi
Darya Taghavi

God you are so relatable i really do understand what u say . I also dont talk to anyone near me but i do talk to a friend i have who is now living in canada far from me . 💜💜💜

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Gabriel Marinho
Gabriel Marinho

Was this video down and just came back?

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01echo_papa_ slay
01echo_papa_ slay

I relate to you so much & love your journey!

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Laurie Murphy
Laurie Murphy

Your friends are so lucky to have you. I love your videos and I really think you seems like an amazing person. I'm sure it's a fantastic ride to have you in their lives.

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brofenix
brofenix

@2:20 "I don't like talking feelings with my kids." Seems like not relating about your feelings with your child Elle has handicapped her to digest her feelings well.

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matthew mf syptak
matthew mf syptak

because it’s easier to talk to a screen then people

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Victoria R
Victoria R

you're smile literally is contagious, maybe that isn't the greatest word to use but in other words I love your smile lol well you're amazing, and I hope you're doing well!

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ColinDurr
ColinDurr

Elle, I feel unhappy a lot too. And it scares me sometimes. And a lot of it is my job. A job I studied for and surrounds skills I used to be excited about using. A field Ioved as a kid. And now I just feel like, blah. Like my life is stuck. But I like this video because it is a reminder that happiness and inner peace and whatever is a process and we never really know what we're doing and just trying to get better every day. Thank you for making these videos!

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Alyssa Cruikshank
Alyssa Cruikshank

Someone should get Elle to hit me up honestly

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Callenzzz
Callenzzz

Found your channel because I saw you were also speaking at the Masterclass for Epidemic with Potato Jet. I read the little intro they put out for you on their Instagram and I was like ok 1) female 2) hilarious content and authenticity. I have to check her out. I just went on a filmmaking trip to Mexico with Gene (aka Potato Jet) that challenged the introvert within me and my vulnerability. It's refreshing to see someone be so open about themselves on YouTube. I am working on getting my YouTube channel really going and I wanted to focus on my authentic self.. the good and the bad of being a creator and life in general. I'm 31 years old but I feel like I needed to see this video at this exact moment in my life. I feel like my life is only begining. I am glad I found your channe! Thank you for creating and being you. Sorry this is so long 💜

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Lois J
Lois J

Is that the same Dodie that sings ‘She’ ?

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GLoSSy MuSiC sTudio
GLoSSy MuSiC sTudio

I relate to this so much. I really tried to talk to people . But they did not took me seriously. Some of my friends saw my diary and read the self harm I have done to myself. But they did not even try to talk to me about that OR try to tell me that it is ok, you are good as you are. so, after that I stopped writing my feelings and threw my diary. SO, I am here trying to make as happy as I can when deep inside me I am in a great amount of pain. Sometimes I just want to cry. BUT the tears do not come. Sometimes I beg to ALLAH to let the tears come out because it hurts so much in my cheast. I AM RIANA.I AM 14 and I KNOW that my sorroundings is not going to help me recover.SO, I have to be brave. I do not know if anybody is reading this but i just wanted to say something .Because I feel really heavy inside. LOVE TO ALL

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allstarray
allstarray

she's sick at editing omg

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I'm Tired
I'm Tired

elle, you have great friends

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Sophia Stef
Sophia Stef

Its like im watching my favourite cartoon

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angela
angela

This helped me, thank you elle

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RC Colby
RC Colby

Why are you even famous?

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Rosemeli Flores
Rosemeli Flores

Thank you for your honesty

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jen xyz
jen xyz

A little late to watching this video but I hope you’re happy all the time and I hope you find ways to cope with everything, Elle. Cause God knows you’re one of the best gems on Youtube right now ❤️

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NotMyDx Blog
NotMyDx Blog

Thank you for using your platform to bring awareness to mental health and self care!! You’re vulnerability has comforted me as I’m practicing being vulnerable and asking for help. And honestly who doesn’t need a therapist? They rock! And so do you :)

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C.J
C.J

I memorized the suicide hotline # and wrote it in all my schools bathrooms and the locker room. While I was having a really bad day. Idk why but it was interesting

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allisson Arias
allisson Arias

This is off topic but dodie is finnnnnne...no homo

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Brittaney Few
Brittaney Few

I miss your videos hooe your doing better have wonderful day

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Alyse
Alyse

stay strong green bean

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baby tonx
baby tonx

keren 🥰

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Cassy Sida
Cassy Sida

just incase some people don't know, betterhelp is a SCAM so pleaseeeee do not rely on it, there are hundreds of videos talking about it, i'm sure Elle didn't realise this at the time but yeah stay awayyy

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Cassy Sida
Cassy Sida

3:35 Ahhhhh yessss Regina Spektorrrrr, 500 Days of Summer, great songgggg

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Finding Life
Finding Life

One moment at a time, one day at a time. You have a lot of people who love you sweetheart. All the people and family you were speaking with I’m pretty sure you could call them any time of day. 😘

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Kevin Luo
Kevin Luo

That sponsor did not age well...

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Jason
Jason

LOL Karters Korner!

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Katie Leming
Katie Leming

regina spektor in the middle there amen

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PaulBGmz
PaulBGmz

This content looks very well done, all the footage were shot from different days with less effort and you put them all together to make a fantastic story

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chipotlechicken bowl
chipotlechicken bowl

girl, thank you for sharing this, I am to scared to tell people or share how broken I truly feel and people think I’m this happy girl that is always super happy, when honestly I just feel the stress of everything and my insecurities take over me when I’m alone, thank you for sharing

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thirtyonepigeons
thirtyonepigeons

my speed was at 0.5 because I forgot to change it from the last video I watched and I probably looked so dumb lol

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Savanna Frederiksen
Savanna Frederiksen

Im so glad to hear you are making time to take care of yourself. I also just wanted to say that you have been a big influence for me and I know for a lot of others who have their own struggles and I know hearing you and other influencial people talk about mental health has helped me open up about my own issues and has even pushed me to get help when I needed it so, thank you! I hope you are still doing well!

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The Law
The Law

fake depression to promote betterhelp.com, virtue signaling

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Nina Di Stefano
Nina Di Stefano

you're amazing. Love u.

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Bhyree Guwap
Bhyree Guwap

This hurts... cause people don’t that YouTubers honestly deal with more than they expect. Getting onto YouTube you hope but never expect to honestly meet your lifetime goal & when you do your overwhelmed and want to make everyone happy.

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Alex Vanee
Alex Vanee

I honestly wish I could befriend Elle. You’re not faaaarrr, notice me

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RAE Of Sunshine
RAE Of Sunshine

This makes me want friends😭

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Socialhack
Socialhack

I'm a life coach. I'll help you see what's real. I know; me and every other "I've got it right, you suck" coach. I'm a realist. Hummmm illusionists may be a better word. Life is a series of illusion you impose on yourself by following worm holes. I charge $500 a day to make people happy. Well I actually only tell them that happiness is a choice you make every day when you wake up. Trick is learning how to maintain that. That's where I come in. I'm the friend who's not your friend. You talk to me every day. I just help you see reality every day. Whatsapp me; 447898789725

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mariah molinar
mariah molinar

justin is hot but to old for me

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Cassie Kos
Cassie Kos

She is my spirit animal 😭

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dansza
dansza

Enough about me, what do you think about me?

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via ivy
via ivy

Honestly this reminds me of myself even though are age difference I'm twelve almost thirteen but I have depression and I have a cutting problem and I usually don't tell anyone my feelings because I'm annoying them and I'm not worth it and watching your videos makes me feel that I have people that relate to me and I'm not alone...so thank you so much.-💖❤

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Lisa Mangano
Lisa Mangano

This is good to talk about! You have such great friends!

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Jen
Jen

I think those with depression sometimes find it hard to get help or difficult to want to be better is because, in a dark way, depression becomes a feeling of security. Feeling unhappy is what they're used to and it feels like all they know. It's almost a fear of the unknown when they make efforts to get help. Not knowing what's over the mountain they've been climbing up for so long becomes less exciting and it's easier to go back down to the place they have always been.

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Vegas_Born
Vegas_Born

Jen 🙌🏽

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hadown11
hadown11

We love you Elle so it would be great to see you love yourself too - even though it’s baby step - you are doing really well and proud of your courage! X

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adamari camarillo lopez
adamari camarillo lopez

Your life stories make me cry and realize somethings. I love you Elle mills. I know this an old video but I'm a new subscriber and I've been watching your old vids.❤❤❤

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dragoncats
dragoncats

Gosh. Your mum looks like she's your older sister.

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Main
Main

i think the key word here is "fake" don't be someone your not, because your brain knows the truth

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haileyrhianna
haileyrhianna

am i the only one who thinks Elle is the female version of Shane? their videos are both done so incredibly and they both have the ability to turn something into something done amazingly.

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